" I don't want this friendship anymore and I mean what I say ", said the girl I am in love with.
"You've figured out the stupidest way possible", said my best friend.
"You have goals to meet in your life, right?", asked me my little sister.
"Read my messages and don't give me heartache", said my new friend.
"I wanna see you successful in life. I want your dad to be proud of you. I wanna see your six children. Do whatever you want in life but never play with a girl's emotions anymore" said my ex-girlfriend.
I was shattered... devastated... wanted to end this life. But I am not a coward. I will fight through my emotions and be successful in life.
I realised how the choices I made or preferences I gave played their part in taking the light away from my life. Whenever I took 1 step towards the wrong choice, the light moved 10 steps away.
My whatsapp status read "always the wrong one" . Yes, I preferred to choose the wrong one over the hundreds of right options I had in front of me. It has always been like that. Btech over BA, the girl I loved over my best friend, lie over the truth, bad over good, so on and so forth.
Being bad was a choice I made in life.
Yet people miscues me as a good person. Now they will know the truth. Some have already known.
"I am a bad guy", I said, "I know that" said the girl in love with me.
